077. gleam

I've learnt that the best thing I can do for myself is to just draw and paint at a slow pace. Don't rush, don't over think, just let my hands guide the way. Just relax.

The best way to treat these disorders is to be lost in a world of my own.

Playing Resident Evil. Doing yoga. Watching films. Watching Fairy Tail. Losing myself in music while drawing. Hazuki's voice. Yusuke's voice. Playing with cats. Tumblr. Collecting things. Read a book.

Maybe one day I'll finally be okay. I want to be okay and stop relying on these pills. I just want to be happy.

I want to see this band again. They make me so happy. Repeat.

the devils who ticks away time...

the devil who bewilders me...