Friday, 27 June 2014

142. oblivion, lynch.

Tonight was my 9th time seeing lynch.

I was so reluctant and dreading to go to see them, but everyone kept pushing me to. And I'm glad they all did because seeing them tonight made me feel so much better. Before that, I had so much unsettled feelings about them, their music, what I felt about them, are they still my favorite band? You could only imagine, too much cocked up emotions just because of the stuff that happened in Nagoya last month.

But tonight, everything was settled. When the Introduction was being played, I had goosebumps and felt happy all over again. I just thought how much my life has changed since the last time I saw them. Their setlist was the same as the one I went to in Nagoya other than the encore. I was really enjoying myself singing along to all these familiar songs. I enjoyed myself way more than I did the previous times. INVINCIBLE is still fucking amazing live, seriously my favorite live song.

I was happy they played OBLIVION again. My favorite song from their new album. When they were playing ENVY and RING, I was just thinking how I listened to those songs because I thought of getting over someone. In that moment, it hit me, I still love them, they still kept me company through some of my hard times. I can't explain to you how much this band means to me, though I did go a little too far off with them, but now, I still love them like any other fan would.

When they played MIRRORS, I remembered how I fell in love with them. It was that video that made me go crazy for this band. I got a little teary eyed because also, if it wasn't for lynch., I wouldn't be this happy and have someone in my life. Though I am not sure how things would work out with this guy, but I'm just happy he is in my life.

I was swaying to melt when they played their encore. I was so happy they closed to A GLEAM IN EYE. I love that song so much. Also, it was kinda fitting because I don't know when I'm going to see them again but I am looking forward to it.

As I'm sitting in bed writing this, I can't be more content and at peace with life. Today was such a good day, the first person I talked to when I woke up was him and I have this band back in my life. I can't start with how happy I am listening to them once again, as how it should always be. I feel complete, after so many years of searching.

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