rambling.
It seems like I never write on here unless I'm in Japan or travelling. There hasn't been much going on for the past month since I came back from Melbourne. Least to say, I find it meaningless to stay here because all my friends are all over the globe, Japan, London, New York, Philippines and even my dad is in Jakarta. And in less than two weeks, I'll be off again back to Tokyo to resume with life. I only feel alive when I'm away from this godforsaken place.
I have been reading, researching, painting, drawing and most importantly sleeping a lot. I'm really enjoying what I'm doing right now and don't want to stop but I'll have a change of lifestyle once I am back in Tokyo.
This year started off well and I can't believe it's already April. The things that have been happening lately have been scaring me quite a bit. Those feelings I felt so long ago are slowly coming back to me and it's scary because I know infinite bliss is always only accompanied by pain and heartache. I can't predict the future, but my gut feeling is telling me something is going to happen and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it just yet.
Putting that aside, I'm looking forward to the end of the month, and beginning of May.
It's always been about
surrendering
to the little things
only to gain the
infinite
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